December 17, 2006: FRUITFUL WAITING: Not What We Were Expecting
Luke 3:7-19, Zephaniah 3:14-20 Eileen Parfrey, Springwater Pres.


If you missed worship with us last week, you missed my schtick as a hellfire and brimstone preacher toward the paramedics. Our gospel lesson introduced John the Baptist, and I must have been channeling him as they walked through the sanctuary because I shook my finger crying, "You! You!" It's probably more than luck that their visit wasn't this week, or I might have added the rest of John's sermon: "Generation of vipers!" Which is the "Joy Sunday" text, of all things. It's a good thing we've got Zephaniah, because I don't get a lot of joy from being harangued. Zephaniah is such good news-restoration to home, enemies disbursed, fear gone, down and outs rescued. And best of all, the presence of God. What's not to be joy?

Joy is like the weather: everyone talks about it, but no one does anything about it. I want joy. Who doesn't? Not happiness, not "feeling good about my life," I want deep, abiding, resilient, love-based joy. Going on retreat this week, I realized that I wasn't sure what joy looked like, let alone how to accomplish it. Fun, merriment, laughter I know. But joy seems to have some God element to it. Joy depicted by Zephaniah is God's offer of home, of place, of full communion with us. Joy is a product of communion with God.

Which is how we get John the Baptist's "You! Generation of vipers!" as the Joy Sunday text. Communion with God can't happen until and unless the obstacles to it are removed. "Repent!" "Repentance" is being willing to remove obstacles to communion with God. "Get rid of everything that gets between me and you!" we cry to God. Lies (I'm a social drinker), denial (I was a victim!), secrets (I'm not hurting anyone else, no one will know), disappointments (why me?), disillusionments (it's not supposed to work this way), cynicism (it's about what you'd expect), addictions (I can stop anytime I want; I just don't want to).

The folks following John the Baptist around in the desert, who felt his finger pointing at them, who needed their own obstacles to God removed-John gave them concrete, ethical advice to their repentance question, "What do we do?" His answer had to do with practice. Doable things. You don't have to change the world; just do what you can with what you've got where you're at. Tax collectors don't have to change the IRS code; just abide by it instead of engaging in financial harassment for personal gain. The materially blessed don't have to become communists; just practice personal generosity with your stuff. Marines don't need to be pacifists; just fulfill your role as peacekeeper and avoid the practices of conquerors. Farmers don't have solve all the world's pollution and global warming; just use sustainable practices. Students don't have to be the best in the school; just the best you.
What those folks went out to the desert to learn about was right relationship with God-communion. Not the bread and grape juice thing, but a relationship with God that is both up close and personal. We're so used to discussing this in Biblish that we excuse "communion" as too abstract for ordinary people like us. That's for people like Mother Theresa or the Pope, for doing miracles or supporting AIDS orphans in Africa. A relationship that close to God isn't practical for real people. We're aware of a vague desire to be close to God and in better shape with other Christians, but that's about it.

Let's get concrete. Emulsifying is how two substances that do not naturally mix become a homogeneous substance. A cook, for instance, will make a salad dressing by emulsifying oil and vinegar-two liquids which prefer separate quarters. Air is introduced into the mixture, breaking the vinegar and the oil into smaller globules. What creates the dressing is what holds like globules apart from each other and holds the mixture together-the air. In our covenant relationship (our communion) with each other in the church, some of us are oil and some of us are vinegar. God is the element in the process of mixing that both breaks us and holds us together. In our communion with God, we are both broken apart and held together by the mystery of God's holiness. It is God's desire for communion with us breaking, pounding, allowing our suffering, as God works for our wholeness.

John the Baptist's sermon on repentance is necessary for Joy Sunday. One of my Madison friends used to say, "Without judgment there is no mercy." To which Jim Belt adds, "When judgment is real, grace is thrilling." In God's emulsifying, we're shaken up and broken down, judged and brought to repentance. Repentance, as in removing obstacles to communion with both God and each other.

An example of removing an obstacle to communion in my life that resulted in incredible joy was when I was serving as interim at my home church. Just out of seminary, thinking to be a pastor was a serious, intellectual, Bible-Geek activity, I felt guilty because the primary kids and I had fun together. It finally occurred to me that it was part of my job to play with the kids. The joy I felt when I realized that these kids thought I was their pastor, and that I could only be their pastor if I was willing to enjoy them on their level. Whew! Talk about an obstacle removed! I was overjoyed.

That obstacle was both easier to notice and more quickly removed than the experience one of my friends describes as she dealt with her obstacle-anorexia. The burden of living her lies about not eating, her dreadful need to protect her addiction, her obsession with controlling what she did not eat-the burden was literally killing her. And not just practicing and enacting her disease, the disease was killing her emotions, her ability to think, and her body's functioning. After a lot of hard work in therapy to come to the truth of her condition, she could see the obstacle and begin the process of removing it. The joy of that process of "repentance" continues to make itself felt in her life, even years later.

I read about a scholar, teacher and writer who, as she neared the end of her career, was able to recognize it by the loss of her ability to do words. Writing was painful, teaching was arduous, conversations were nearly impossible. When she saw the truth of God's moving her to a different call she could repent her resistance to it. Then she was free to notice her new place of joy. It began as learning to knit but quickly became more than creating sweaters. Soon her joy extended to spinning and dyeing the wool, knowing the farmers and the sheep that provided her wool. She found communion in a place that did not use words. And no committee meetings!

Sometimes the obstacles to communion have little to do with what we have done or not done-what we have lapsed into calling "sin." Sometimes, like the author I just mentioned, the "repentance" is actually a reorientation in our thinking. For Springwater, it is perhaps too obvious for words, but we will never be a junior version of Easthill. Our model of church community is closer to that of the early church. Rather than seeking programming to meet our felt needs for church, we would do well to seek reorientation of how we expect to do church-to accept "relationship" as our basis, rather than "programming." What with the recent divorces, the pending divorces, the broken relationships, judging each other's actions and the pain in the presence of certain people, the unsaid things, we are more like the churches to which the apostle Paul wrote: people in pain, wounded and wounding, in need of a word of grace and healing. Our need comes across like emulsification. Oil and vinegar are not congenial, but when enough shaking breaks these elements, the very thing that holds us apart is what holds us together. And that is redemption.

Emulsifying is not a comfortable process. It's probably not an activity we'd choose. But joy only comes when we remove the obstacles, when we repent, both as individuals and as a body. The emulsification process-broken down and held together. For what? For communion. Because of joy. Because of the very presence of God. In the words of the psalmist, "In [God's] presence is fullness of joy."

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