Seeing Might
Be Believing
April 7, 2002
Eileen Parfrey, pastor
Springwater Presbyterian
John 20:19-31, 1 Peter 1:3-9, (Psalm 16)
There used to be a singing group called the Fisher Folk
so long ago CDs hadn't been invented yet. I don't know if they are still
around, but they had one song about faith with this refrain: "You've
got all you get, you just exercise it." It was pretty catchy. Maybe
the beat and the music and their harmony doesn't translate well to plain
conversation (or sermons), but I've tried. Once, one of my friends told
me that he wanted to believe, but he just didn't have the faith. So I
quoted the song. "Faith-you've got all you get, you just exercise
it." He just looked at me in bewilderment. It was so far from anything
his rational, grown up mind could even grasp. Exercise it? You've already
got it? If faith is a gift, why isn't it more noticable?
This is the Sunday in the church year that we think of as "Thomas
Sunday," because this is the lectionary gospel text every year for
the first Sunday after Resurrection Sunday (Easter). Sometimes people
call this "Doubting Thomas Sunday." Why does this text come
here? Is it because so few people come to church the Sunday after Easter,
that the lectionary committee thinks the few die-hards who do show won't
be upset by hearing about doubt? Or do you think Thomas might have something
to teach us?
This season-Easter plus the six Sundays after Easter that lead up to Pentecost-is
called Eastertide. As if the resurrection of our Lord is so fabulously
amazing, so mysterious, it takes a week of Sundays just to begin to unpack
the implications. The first implication comes to us through the disciple
from Missouri. You know, Thomas-the "show me" disciple.
Actually, none of the disciples believed the improbable resurrection right
off. Depending on which gospel you read, the disciples variously doubt
Peter who just sees an empty tomb, or they doubt the women who say they
saw the Lord, or they doubt the folks who walked to Emmaus with the risen
Lord. Thomas is only asking for the same proof the other disciples got
while he had run out to pick up some extra bread and milk, in case they
had to stay locked up for any length of time.
It isn't inhuman or unchristian to want some sort of explanation for the
resurrection. We all need some answer to the "what" of what
happened Easter morning. Thomas just happened to be the pioneer for the
rest of us. Thomas asked the question we couldn't ask because we weren't
there yet: "What am I supposed to believe about Jesus when I can't
see him?"
Notice that the rest of the disciples-the ones in the room when Jesus
showed up the first time-they had advantages that Thomas didn't have.
First, they were together. I'll talk more about that later. Second, Jesus
blew in their faces. That was a Pentecost thing, and Thomas wasn't there
to receive it. In blowing on them, Jesus was giving the disciples the
Advocate, the Comforter, the Helper he'd been predicting for several chapters
before his crucifixion. The Holy Spirit, which he bestowed on them with
his breath, would be the invisible presence of Jesus when the Incarnation
of God was no longer visible. This was good news for those of us who never
got a chance to press the flesh of God-made-flesh. Just think: this means
that the faith we have in the 21st century is just as valid as the faith
of folks who walked the dusty roads of 1st century Israel with Jesus.
But what's this about "being together"? Did the disciples in
the locked room have an advantage over Thomas because they were together?
In a manner of speaking, yes. Jesus' appearance in that locked room was
about more than proving the Risen One was the Crucified One. Jesus was
commissioning as well as blessing. That business about forgiving and retaining
sin-it's not about sitting in judgment of others. Jesus is reminding his
disciples that they need each other to be "in faith." They need
each other to know they are forgiven and to know they need forgiveness.
Oh man, is this the part of the sermon where she says that praying on
the golf course isn't as good as praying in the sanctuary? Is this where
she announces her office hours for hearing private confession and giving
absolution? Is this where she says that unless you are a member of the
church-any church-you are going to hell?
No. Please hear me. No! But you have got to know that the writer of the
gospel of John believes that living faith is not possible apart from the
community of faith. Thomas needed to be with the others to experience
the reality of the resurrection. Why do you think we affirm our faith
together during worship? Why do you think we read unison prayers of confession
to hear the Words of Assurance? This is about experiencing "reality."
Because we need each other. Because "believe" is stronger than
"think."
Now, that is a dangerous thing to say to a room full of modern Americans!
We set great store by "thinking." We like to be logical and
reason things out. We function better with explanations and evidence.
To us, "believe" sounds subjective, personal, not measurable
or empirical, just a little less convinced, and therefore "weak."
Therefore suspect. When Thomas asks for the same evidence the other disciples
got, he's probing the situation with his "thinker." And I'm
not saying that's wrong! Nor am I saying that hanging with the crowd and
buying party-line for the sake if its being party-line is better. When
I say that it's hard to "believe" on your own, I'm telling you
why God put us in faith communities. If your faith is going to be just
a head trip, then go ahead and worship on the golf course or think good
thoughts about God because it's nicer. Your "faith" is not going
to make a difference-to you, to God, or to the world.
But what you believe is supposed to make a difference to how you live.
Our reading in 1st Peter tells us that because Jesus was raised, we have
a brand new life. That is a logical conclusion to the writer. Jesus was
raised, therefore the ones who believe in him get a new life, starting
Easter evening, according to John. Jesus stops by to see the disciples,
to let them know, "resurrection" means more than "Jesus
is out of the tomb." There is more to do, and Jesus needs human folks
to do the rest. Yipes! We're supposed to carry on for Jesus?! Yep. Just
this morning we stood together at the beginning of the service and said
that.
Look at the Affirmation of Faith in your bulletin insert today. It comes
from the Confession of 1967. As we read these words throughout Eastertide,
we mentally say the words, "I believe" before we read our faith
affirmation. So today, we said in part what we think the resurrection
asks of us. "I believe . . . The resurrection of Jesus is the sign
that God will consummate God's work of creation and reconciliation beyond
death, and bring to fulfillment the new life begun in Christ. To be reconciled
to God is to be sent into the world as God's reconciling community. The
kingdom of God represents the triumph of God over all that resists his
will and disrupts creation. Already God's reign is present as a ferment
in the world, stirring hope in humans and preparing the world to receive
its ultimate judgment and redemption."
That's us, friends. This is what resurrection asks of us. Easter is not
the end of the story for Jesus, nor is it for us. Jesus gives his disciples
two gifts and sends them out to forgive in his name. We've been given
the same gifts, and the same commission. May we continue the Easter activity
of the church: forgiveness. Christ is risen!
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