March
13, 2005:
From Dry Dust to Well
John 4:5-42, Ezekiel 37:1-14, Psalm 130
Eileen Parfrey Springwater Presbyterian
Church
The children of our congregation
have an advantage we adults do not:
our children are raised in Sunday School
on the Godly Play way of story-telling.
They are taught to wonder as they hear
Bible stories. They have learned that
each story they hear is another opportunity
for them to learn about themselves and
God by wondering. They wonder about
the characters in the story, they wonder
how things look and where they go, they
wonder where they are in the story,
they wonder how the story might change
if one of the elements or a character
is changed, they wonder about what the
story has to say to them, they wonder
how to respond. They wonder, and as
they wonder they fit these God stories
into their own life stories.
Wondering isn't just for children.
Wondering is a tool we hope our children
will use their whole lives. And if this
is a good tool for them, why not for
us? Why wouldn't adults develop their
wondering tools? Systematic holy wondering
is what they teach us in seminary, but
I hope I'm not the Official Wonder-er
at Springwater. I hope each of us has
a healthy sense of holy wonder, and
I especially hope that holy wonder is
what fills us as we gather for worship.
I hope our sense of holy wonder is so
finely developed that we attend to each
encounter with the Divine, whether that
encounter is in corporate worship or
in the mundane. Ordinary bread or juice,
ubiquitous essential water.
For five Sundays we have heard
about a woman who encountered the divine
presence in water. Five Sundays. Granted,
it's a long story, but who could have
imagined so many words wrung out of
so small an encounter with Jesus. Granted,
we have put the Samaritan woman's story
next to different Old Testament stories,
and have discovered that new neighbors
bring new understandings. But five!
We first read our story with
that of Adam and Eve's attempted short-cut
to becoming like God, and as we learned
of their refusal to accept responsibility
for eating the forbidden fruit, we discovered
that God "holds back" on the
promised consequences of sin. We learned
that God offers instead, Living Water
through Jesus. Another chance.
Then we read the story with
the call of Abram, the first to hear
God's call to leave a familiar but dead-end
home, in order to embrace gifts God
only promised. For the Samaritan woman,
after a lifetime of rejections, dead
ends, and broken dreams, an outsider
offers her himself (the Gift of God),
offering Living Water as refreshment
from her pain.
Then we read the story with
that of water from a rock in the wilderness.
The Israelites, lost in the wilderness
and dying of thirst, cry to Moses, "Give
us something to drink!" Jesus staked
more than his thirst on the parched-and-nearly-dead-of-loneliness
woman. As he and the woman wrangled
about worship-in-spirit-and-truth, the
truth began to dawn that worship is
about delight-God's delight in us. That
notion is as astonishing and refreshing
as water gushing from a dry rock in
the middle of the desert!
Then last week the anointing
of David as king of Israel reminded
us that even as God chose the unlikely
David and the completely unsuitable
woman, God chose us. God's explains
to Samuel that "God looks on the
heart." That's why God's choices
don't fit our sense of right and orderly.
God chose us, proved by the waters of
our baptism.
That's a lot to hear from
just one story. I have deeply enjoyed
the luxury of being immersed in one
story all through Lent, and I thank
you all for being my companions on this
journey. Every week has been a delight
as God continues to surprise me with
new revelations and insights. For me,
there are still so many things to wonder
about. I wonder why the townspeople
heard her so readily (an outcast!).
I wonder what the disciples said to
each other about the woman. I wonder
how the woman got from "you must
be a prophet" to "he can't
be the Messiah, can he?" I wonder
how talk about husbands triggered talk
about appropriate worship. But the most
important "wonder" question
is, I wonder where you are in the story.
Nobel Prize winner and holocaust
survivor, Elie Wiesel, says in his book,
Night, that the journey of faith is
dialogue with God, asking God the questions,
allowing God to place the answers in
our lives, praying for the strength
to ask the right questions. My Namaste
teacher recommended a novel about this
story called, The Gospel of the Beloved
Disciple, told from the Samaritan woman's
perspective. The novel uses three essential
spiritual tools: ask the questions,
let go of what you already "know"
are the answers, and write your own
story. Jesus' promise of Living Water
means that the Samaritan woman's story
is not a tragedy, that she is not stuck
in a disastrous ending. Better than
"happily ever after," the
new ending means life, abundance, fullness,
redemption.
Today's Old Testament lesson
of dry bones prophesied to life reminds
us that God is always in the business
of bringing life to what seems to be
dead. Hoping that you will continue
to ask where you are in our story, here
is a poem about the Woman at the Well,
written by Patricia Clemens Repikoff.
Ms Repikoff is a Roman Catholic Parish
Associate in the Seattle area, and she
has given me permission to read this
poem in worship, and to post it on our
website.
The Woman at the Well
I am a Samaritan woman.
I was born
with a dust storm
twisting
in my soul.
As I grew I had no child's
song,
only cries,
while
thirst's ember
smoldered
in my scorched soul.
My roots shallow,
I roamed from hope
to
dream,
and
sucked short sweetness
from
promises
that
dried like dust
on
my lips.
From teachers
I begged rain
for
my tender roots.
Their scorn
choked
like
sand
in
my throat.
I rushed to drink my fill
of
God's truth,
but rabbis guarded gates saying
I
was unclean,
I
couldn't enter
lest
I sour the rivers of God.
I bathed in the passion
and
the favors of men.
But all was delusion
rising
like vapor
in
the heat of my longing.
My sole sister,
noonday
sun,
walked
with me.
My
hope withered.
My
heart grew hard.
My mouth stocked stones
for
those whose stares
were
sticks,
poking,
tearing
my
thin wall of being.
One noon
when others were inside,
I stood at the well.
A Jew without a jar
asked
me for a drink.
I sized him up.
"Give you a drink?
Leave me alone!
Don't you know
my
thirst draws ash?
my
jar spills spoiled water?
Stay away!"
He stood his ground.
He would not leave.
He shook his head.
He said
there was another well
closer,
deeper
where
water
lived
forever
beneath
the sands
of
longing.
"Give me THIS water,
sir!
Show me the path!
Take me!
Take my jar!"
He smiled,
asked me to follow.
I took him in.
We descended
breaking
layers
of lies,
lovers,
and
loss-
Till his words tapped
my bedrock,
snapping and
cracking it open!
Life ripped wide open within
me
spewing
showers of dreams
and
hopes long forgotten!
I gulped at
the
God gushing in me
leaping
like geysers
rolling,
splashing my soul.
I played!
I
danced
in
the pools of my goodness!
Joy roared like a river
rolling
and crashing
over
my banks.
No jar could contain me!
I rushed into town like a
flash flood!
"COME AND SEE
COME
AND SEE
A
PROPHET
WHO
ENTERED MY WASTELAND,
SANG
ME MY STORY
AND
STRUCK SPRINGS OF TRUTH
DEEP
IN ME AS
FROM
STONES
IN
THE SINAI!
"WANDER NO FURTHER
IN
YOUR DESERTS
OF
LONGING.
THIS IS OUR CHIRST.
LET HIM LEAD US
TO
WELLSPRINGS OF LIFE!
COME, LET US DRINK DEEPLY
ALL
THE DAYS
OF
OUR LIVES!"
Reprinted by permission of
the author, Patricia Clemens Repikoff,
from Dashed Dreams and Diamonds: Dangerous
Memories and Impatient Truths: Stories
From Seven Women of the Gospel, printed
by the members of St Therese Parish,
Seattle, Washington, copyright 1998
by Patricia Clemens Repikoff.
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